Is Anyone Out There?

Ahhhh, the dog days of summer. Time to relax. Time to break away from the hustle and bustle of the daily life of a busy classroom. It is well enjoyed but I actually get bored quickly! I find myself wondering what my kids are doing and wishing I could take them to the beach with me! I’ll never forget Peanut when I took her… “Miss Joyce, how did you make this pool so big?!” She was referring to the ocean, like I made it myself! I always had a little pool on our front porch of our row home in Northeast Philadelphia that we all played in.

Try to imagine babysitting 25 eight year olds, then showing them how to love reading, writing and math, enough so they want to try it all on their own. That, is my philosophy on teaching. In a nutshell. Oh yeah, now imagine someone watching you and taking notes on what you’re doing wrong, or how to improve.

It is hard, since every child has already formed their own impression of it all. If they can’t do it and get frustrated, they hate it and don’t feel like failing again. It’s my job to get around that and find the one thing that they can do and take it from there. That is what I do. It’s my passion, it’s my job. That is the one reason I keep going. I need to find that switch in each little human in the making.

What people don’t understand about teaching is the mental anguish. It’s literally like you are on stage, being watched, so you better get it right! How about that one kid that just doesn’t want to hear you, he/she doesn’t like you because you are always telling them what to do! Jeez! Can’t she just leave me alone? I have to work past that and keep searching for that switch… where is it? I know I saw it somewhere… While you are still trying to keep their interest on what point and standard you are trying to communicate!

Anyway, just missing my kids. I’ll make centers or read a book to share with them, or maybe even do some lesson plans for the first week of school.

Thank you to my wonderful husband who gave me this idea today, who puts up with my ups and downs…

 

Blessing or Curse?

My husband says I over analyze everything. I think of it as planning, or being well prepared. This can be a blessing, (as my principals and administrators think) but my family or people close to me may consider it a curse.

It’s definitely a blessing in my profession as a teacher. All I do is plan! Lesson plan, center plan, schedule plan, floor plan, behavior plan, homework plan, driving plan… My mind is swimming right now with the planning I’d like to get started on NOW for September!

In my personal/family life, it’s mostly a curse! What if the hotel didn’t get my reservation? What if my credit card doesn’t go thru? What if something happens to my elderly mother? What if my daughter messes up? What if something happens to my stepdaughter? What if my husband gets laid off? What if the renters don’t pay the rent? Questions are definitely a curse in my mind, especially late at night.

The trick to feeling peace (well, to me anyway) is to imagine what to do if my plans don’t turn out the way I planned it. What would I do if the credit card didn’t go through? (I’d use another one, or I’d cancel the trip! Make a staycation instead).  If it happens, it happens. I am sure I will figure out what to do. I think this is the way we build character. But just getting there, to that point seems to be the issue. I need to practice letting worry go! So many adages come to mind… Help me change what I can, forget what I can’t change, and try my best. My only hope is other people know what I am talking about. I am going to try better to make sure this planning thing is a blessing and not a curse! I am sure I will have a better summer if I do!

God grant me the serenity
to accept the things I cannot change;
courage to change the things I can;
and wisdom to know the difference.                                                           – Reinhold Niebuhr (1892-1971)

Just trying!

Okay, I am just starting! I am going to have to start somewhere, so here it goes. I’ve always dreamed of being a writer, so I better start!

I was born to be a teacher. I love being a teacher, even through the tough times of overwhelming stress. I love the management of a classroom, hopefully, I do it well. I am also a perfectionist so I always think I should have done better, but that’s a good thing, right? I am always trying to do a better job without feeling defeated.

Follow me through the back part of my teaching career (retirement is actually in sight!) and the beginning of a blogging/writing career. I hope I don’t let you down. I’ve been told I am quite a humorous person and like to think of myself as a joyful person, so I am hoping to include funny stories to keep my readers interested and keep my pieces light hearted!

Fingers crossed…